Remembering her #1

I still keep her in my mind. I do not want to forget the old days. I often sit at night thinking about her and even praying to see her in Heaven. The most tragic was that I wanted to help her, I was spending money, and it was all in vain... You want to help and you cannot help even if you try very hard and for long time

 

One- day-trips to Warsaw 2025

 

The old ways #1

This is from March 2026. I was in Warsaw for visit my family and I have some time to went there and snap some images.

W marcu byłam w Warszawie, odwiedzałam rodzinę, i miałam trochę czasu żeby pochodzić po lesie i innych starych miejscach.

Osiem lat temu w marcu/ Eight years ago in March:

eight years ago

Dziesięć lat temu w marcu / Ten years ago in March :

Ten years ago

 

Znowu tutaj / Back here

 Ten blog był niby definitywnie zamknięty i jakiś czas miałam drugi, potem nie pisałam na obu. Moja suczka umarła. Ostatni post był o tym, że zachorowała - jakoś sześć lat temu. Teraz mieszkam w innym mieście i mam innego psa. Tamta historia to był taki koszmar że do dzisiaj trudno mi o tym mówić. Wydaliśmy kilka tysięcy na ratowanie jej a weterynarze żle opiekowali się nią po operacji i niestety ja musiałam podjąć decyzję o uśpieniu jej bo strasznie cierpiała.

ENG: I had closed this blog forever and also I am still keeping the second blog. For some time I was not present both on the two sites. My dog passed away. My last post about six years ago was that she was sick. I live in another town now and I have another dog. The story that my dog was sick it is still like a horror to me. I even cannot talk about it. We spent big money for saving her and finally I had  to put her to sleep. She suffered very much and it was no choice because of medical mistakes. She is a victim.

Chciałabym wznowić ten blog jako stronę ze wspomnieniami o niej. Wydaje mi się że ona nie odeszła. Czasem spotykam ją we śnie. Często przyjeżdżam do Warszawy i odwiedzam stare miejsca. Teraz byłam w marcu ale niedługo znowu jadę.

ENG: I would start this blog again as a memory site about my dog. I have the feeling she is still next to me. She is not gone. I meet her in my dreams from time to time. I visit Warsaw often so I am able to go through our old paths. Last time I was in March but I will travel again soon.

Mój drugi blog:

My second blog:

mellow melody

Paradise lost and the new blog

 I have very sad news that it turned out my dog is very seriously ill and she will live with me not for a long time. She has a good care and I hope she will live some time but I count it in months. I don't want to talk more about it as my heart is broken and I cried all my tears over her. I still cry everyday but I think she does not understand it all and is not suffering much. I love my furbaby very much. I dont want her to suffer. It has happened all of a sudden! I used to think she is still not that old and in the good health, but no... I am completely devastated so I decided to close this blog. I was posting a lot about our walks, lots of her pictures etc. This is over now.

I love you and I want to be here so I created a new blog. I am no longer here but I want to focus more on myself, I mean my inner space, fashion and art I like. 

http://www.mellowmelodyme.blogspot.com

Please, pray for me and for my dog because we really need it.

Christmas 2020

 

Merry Christmas Everyone!

It was a very rainy day this Christmas Eve and also very warm, at least for us, as we had 8C today. I went for a longer walk with my dog and I was with no hat on my head because of the warm weather. Unluckily it started to pour heavily while we were at the pond so I returned home completely wet. Now I wait for... Ok, maybe not. We will see! ( I am in general from those who catch infections rarely)

Yesterday I had to go shopping at night and it was unplanned. It was a nice time in the shopping mall, but then I was bothered so much! That is why I did not posted yesterday. I was back home around midnight and then I went walk my dog. Plenty of people in the mall, all the shops were opened and it was really nice. 

More images soon! See my carob cookies? Already eaten. I baked cheesecake too and I added real vanilla beans so the aroma is awesome! I love this scent of warm cake and vanilla! Almost eaten ... Tommorow I will bake goose with apples and we have lot of food I will show you later.

This is one of my favourite Christmas carol! I like it even more than Polish carols. I bought also vegan pate very expensive in organic shop ( it was close to midnight) and vegan yoghurts, but I got also French sausage before in a normal store. Well, ok. The last days have been really tiring believe me. 

Our wintry walk

 Hello guys!This is quite warm on here as you might see, and in the forecast they say we will have a warm Christmas. They predict even over 10C in Poland, maybe not here in Warsaw, but we will see... And then... Winter is coming before The New Year's Eve! ( We expect snow)

We went for a nice walk today . This is all under the preparations for Christmas, so it was lovely to find some free time. We are doing fine in general, but of course it has been tiring us, all of those restrictions etc.

We have a very cosy Christmas this year, only three persons and pets. Cheesecake, carob cookies and borstch, then pierogies and more... I will show you later or maybe Claire - Genevieve will post about it. I hope you are fine. We'll be back before Christmas for the wishes and showing all the food.

December 2020